So i stood waiting in the dark.

Many things happened during the past 4 days. Ups and downs. Friendly with Punggol Sec today. Totally suck to the deep deep core. I reckon when the ball that is served, is fast and sinks quickly, it's much easier to receive.

I dreamt about it again that night. I felt really happy, but it was afterall a dream, an ephemeral sensation. I haope it will come true, i think i am really getting the meaning of it, but you still dont understand.

Lijimae was nice, to me. cos' i like that guy. i think he's damn cool :)

My life is getting darker as it seems. Oh well, maybe i shouldnt get too upset about it but things are stressin' up. I tried my best everything already but he continues scolding and things. School is reopening soon and i think life would be much much much much x100 tougher. Books and stuffs are just giving me big headaches. Expectations are another big problem.

I think i can never teach beading, cos' i have got no patience.

You are another of a problem to me, because you didnt know how i feel. It's really difficult communicating with you.